Brr

I am writing this from the land of trying to wake up and trying to stay warm. It suddenly has turned cold in Florida, brr. I still have not gotten through to my brain that today is Monday and I am working. :( hubby worked weekend nights so he will lay down as I walk out the door. It is so hard sometimes to go that, I like curling up :)

Weekend update...

Didn't go camping this weekend :( Friday was a bust, but had a cozy night with the hubby after dinner. Saturday went garage sailing with friends, found some good finds. Stuffed animals for bells, a pair of shoes, a couple shirts, a vase, and some random things...Sunday we went to church and dusty got invited for male bonding kayak trip in the afternoon, and then a fire in the backyard to finish off weekend:) I love fires, makes you sit and watch in awe. A bit mesmerizing and they make me a bit pensive, you start thinking about life.

Date night in:)

Nothing too crazy this weekend... We were planning on camping..:( but we spent our budget on other things... Really put a damper on things. Ran a couple errands got the essentials - free lotion, free cold medicine, inexpensive makeup, apples, lettuce, tomatoes, and peppers:)
Then we curled up and watched some shows at hubby's request:) tommorrow we plan on garage sailing for fun with just a bit of cash. We will see if we find some treasures!

Morning confusion

I woke up and I must have still been dreaming but I thought I had not gone to work after a lunch break. I would have been in trouble! Grogginess is hard to shake off sometimes. This morning started early with bells waking us both up right before alarm clock at 5am ... Dusty leaves early I usually only remember parts of the morning or wake up when he is about to leave. Then I usually can fall back asleep but I am always tired. Even when I am grot or don't want to talk in the am my brain keeps going and sometimes I can't seem to stop talking. . . It's a bit frustrating at times. Parts of my brain won't be functional yet my speech will be going a mile a minute lol messed up.

It's a new day and its Saturday!

Hubbie is working today, probably do chores around the house. Maybe venture over to my moms to look at quilts or something ... Still very early but will be going back to sleep very soon, right after i finish my book! Had fun last night with girl friends, the Greek festival was enjoyable. I will try and drag my hubbie there next year.

Sad..

I am upset at myself and my body... Hung out with an old friend that has struggled with weight during her life as well as have I. She currently is very thin and I look at myself in failure.. I know she works very hard in watching what she eats and works out a lot. I am proud of her because I know personally because I too have lost weight. Sadly, I have gained it back plus some.... It's my fault I know. There have been things that have happened that make it harder but it's still my fault. It makes me very sad to have clothes in my closet that don't fit and to look at myself in the mirror and not be happy. I am on my period which makes me more emotional but it tears me up inside being overweight like I am. I pray for the strength and courage and the help from God to help me find a way for me to lose weight and become healthier. I get tired of thinking or talking about it. I just want it to happen. ..... I used to worry about gaining weight once prego. Now I am concerned about being overweight to begin with and have health problems. Sigh. I am being so depressing tonight :(

October baby

The movie folks, no I am not prego! Love the movie. Very emotional and based on a true story!
Secondly it's getting cooler in the morning and evenings! Very exciting:)
This year I decided I would spend some money on fall decor. I decided a wreath for our door, especially since the front of our house is a little drab... I think I would make one that I absolutely love but that would end up costing lots. I got a 50 dollar wreath that dusty approved/picked out for 25. I would have liked to spend less but it will last for years.

Scatterbrained :)

I have the day off! Yeah! I work Friday instead. Had a really fun weekend and so far a really fun week:) I am currently in bed snuggled with my two sweepy heads. Bells is under the covers all cute and snuggly:) I have much to do today, library, wreath shopping, grocery shopping, more random errands... And a little cleaning to keep house clean. I am glad it's October, not quite ready for Christmas but will be here soon! Wondering how and what we will be doing for the holidays this year...

Catching up ramblings

I don't have much time, because I have dawdled :) today is my Friday! I still like work, even when it gets a bit stressful. It's still hard to come home so late, but I am getting used to it. This weekend is barktober feat, a trick or treat kind of thing for dogs and their owners. (I would think the dogs really don't care...) :) I have never gone before and would like to go. They have a best kisser contest for the dogs and I think Bells would be a contender! She kisses on your lips:) but we might go camping. We haven't decided due to a few things, so we will see. I made some new dishes off of Pinterest and it turned out pretty well. Keeping the recipes for our rotation! I learned after stocking our pantry with a marvelous price on beans that pintos are what refried beans are not black beans... I think someone told me black beams are what it was a long time ago. Well, it makes sense now why black beans blended just didn't taste the same! Our master bedroom is still not done. We have pretty much all the decor and the paint picked out. Except for last minute touches.. I want it done sooner than later, but we will see.. Our bathroom needs to be gutted and redone..

I am running out of time, sorry for the disjointedness :) ttyl