3 months at a standstill

I took a look at my past weigh ins and its been 3 months since i truly lost! I don't get it, I started truly working out in those three months! I am starting a third workout class/ day this week. Tonight kick boxing- which is pretty hard and I usually modify it, Wednesday is step aerobics they just added!, Thursday is classic Zumba. It helps after our long day at work, I do have to be careful with my back though... I feel it more when I lay down and then get back up after working out. Example getting up to go the bathroom at night I have to be really careful because my back either feels weak or tight or both! This past week I added everything I ate, usually the weekends I give myself a break. Also, I am going to see how eating all my weekly points does... I still have like 23? And three days to go?? Seems like a lot! We will see....

Work is hard, but not really hard.. It gives me a headache in the afternoon right now, making me crave coffee. I might save some of my morning coffee for the afternoon. I just have to remember I have only been doing this for a week! And they say it takes 6 months for the lightbulb to kick in and find your groove. This job is all about finding your path on how to keep things organized and on top of things. Also not taking work home, they are big on that! Because unhealthy home life can spill into work and vice versa. Happy work and home life! 

Well gots to go and get ready before the tree guys start poking around! 

3 trips to Ross, 3 trips to Walmart, and 3 years!

What might take three years, you ask? Curtains! Yes I finally have curtains up in the living room and I love it! Did I almost cry when I realized the amount it was costing doubled?, why yes almost. Do I like spending money on curtains? Not so much. Am I glad they are up, Yes. There are a few major house improvements that are getting higher on the list lately. Cutting down our 5 huge oak trees, this is expensive, very expensive.. Why, you might ask, we'll hubby is tired of the leaves. The leaves fall and collect against the house and then it rains and bugs like to come inside. All kinds of bugs, tiny spiders that eat big spiders, pincher bugs that look odd, various types. We don't see that many roaches inside, but we see them on the outside of the house due to the leaves. To solve this issue trees must come down. Second thing we need is a shed, we have no garage so where do we put things? Wherever we can find room, our laundry room is crowded with tools and things. Our friends let us keep our mower in their garage temporarily. House issue number three, our bathrooms. Everything was updated except the exhaust fan ( there is none) and the tub. Well our bathroom the wall behind the toilet has gone soft, we need to tear it out and replace some walls and  put a fan in and put new shower in! The hallway bathroom is what we are currently using and that needs the same things but we might wait and do that another time. 

Kickboxing is tonight, after a long day in training I think that will be great! I am just continuing watching what I eat and work out more and one day I will see the scale budge. Emily bites put up a zucchini casserole that I want to try :) well, I must shower and pack my lunch and get ready for work!

Not the best pic, but the design is red and gold
 

 

Bad day at new job

My new job title is mortgage processor! Getting paid the big bucks at a grown up job! I have been in training off and on for the past 5 weeks. I have been in a classroom setting the past two weeks trying to absorb all the info without my head exploding, teachers words not mine... Today it got to me, I am ready to apply my new knowledge and ease the near exploding brain. Overall, I love the job and I am excited, it's just a lot to handle sometimes. This is valuable training and completing this will make me marketable in the future wherever I end up! I have two more weeks of training, thankfully not classroom taking notes kind but hands on! Then I am out on the floor as they call it. I am tired and wound up tonight, I am praying for a good day tomorrow, it's a new day... 

Tuesday muesdy

Hair is still falling out in small bunches, nothing alarming just every time my hand goes through my hair it leaves with hair as a souvenir.... My weight keeps going up and down two pounds.... I am working out and recently lost a point so should be on track to lose, but I guess just keep with it. I love my anniversary present, I robot! My period finally came, and went. I feel much better body wise, while I was waiting I would get cramps and overall yuck for a few weeks. I have not seen or tried new recipes lately, so if anyone has ones they want to share let me know! Work is good, still in training.... I still would like to get a recipe tester position, not sure how to, but I would like that. Prob need to go, lots on my mind, praying for friends and family. 

Work and anniversary

I am headed to processing class next week and excited about it! Also my anniversary is next week! Three years to my wonderful husband, who let me open my present early! ! !  I robot has officially entered our home, and with time will be named. :) it charged last night but we need to clear things out before using it. We need a day to dedicate to cleaning... Maybe the 4th.. Which is tomorrow. Still no period... I hear it can be normal up to six months not to have your period after going off pill, but I also could be pregnant? I am waiting until sat to test again, if still negative I might make an appointment for doctor. It's hard to know what to do. In regards to weight I am holding steady between 210.2 and 210.6 I am just keeping at it and it will continue to go down I know it! I still use my yonana machine every night! I love that thing. Well I better get ready, I get to shadow again today which translates I will be bored due to the fact having nothing to do...

July

Ten days from 3rd anniversary, and two days ago I took my first pregnancy test. Earlier in the month I told a friend that I didn't think I was prego, but I am not so sure now.... first month of pills has been interesting. My hair seems to fall out more than normal, nothing scary but I would imagine when you pop a baby out and your hormones are wack kind. I have been crampy and overall feeling weird for over a week. We went to Walmart and bought the .98 cent pregnancy test. We took a nap and then decided to test. Let's just say catching your own urine in a cup is weird! Then I had to use a dropper and drop three drops in this tiny hole. Waited the three min and it said I was not pregnant. Well, I will wait another week and test again. My body is either wacky with hormones or pregnant...