Monday schmunday

Overall doing well. High notes, I wore the shorts I wore on my honeymoon yesterday! My mom also fixed the smaller dress pants so I can wear them today. My pants were getting ridiculously baggy. I was just waiting for someone to tell me to buy new clothes! Hubby bought me new tennis shoes for aerobics! Hubby is getting officially promoted.!! Today and three others are meeting with the sheriff and basically being told when its effective. He had to shine his shoes and get out his special uniform:) I am so proud of my hubby! 

Low notes... Still not scuba certified... Basically got a double ear infection or barotrauma, common in divers. I was put on ten days of antibiotics and I have a day and a half left... My right ear seems healed, my left is still giving me fits. But it is showing signs of changing so that's good. I still can't hear great out of that ear and it feels like when liquid drains overnight to one side, except I sleep on my right not my left side.. The plan is to finish Friday,Saturday, and Sunday as long as my ears cooperate. 

I almost thought I was prego, it's amazing how you start thinking could I be? I was late, I think.. Still working on tracking my period and it changes on me. I think this is the first time I felt sad. I have been giving this to God, I don't like the idea of us choosing when we have kids. I was on birth control, but I never quite liked it. Was it nice to enjoy three years by ourselves? Yes! But.. If we trust God in everything, why can't we trust Him in this area? This does not mean I want a dozen kids and will never be on birth control, but I don't know what I will do in the future. I am enjoying the trying, but not planning to have kids right now. If it takes two years it takes two years. Granted after a year we might get tested, but I know already that I don't want invetro and all that. If we can't have kids, we might adopt. I was in the infant room at church volunteering yesterday and I def feel the mommy in me come out, not to mention a baby girl that I was holding lit up when she saw dusty (he had come to pick me up) and almost jumped in his arms. Found out later from her mom that she has not seen her daddy in a bit due to work and it was just so cute how she lit up in dustys arms. 

Well in regards to weight I still have not broken the 200 barrier I still have 5-6 pounds to go depending on the day! Last week, including last night I have been extra hungry and hard to stabilize my blood sugar. So I let myself eat a few more snacks this past weekend to try and help before going back to normal this week. We will see! Pray for your friends, family, and people you meet. You never know when it could be there last day...