Sigh

So, my Hubbie suggested I take the day off today. Well I did, but now I am feeling blah. He went to study for the sergeants test with a friend. He suggested I relax and pamper myself with birthday money that i received from in laws. I have a headache, and I am a little bummed thinking about going out by myself. I miss having friends to hang out with on a whim. I realize it's Friday during the day, but still. :( Since I am heavier than before I have the hardest time finding clothes that look good on me. I know there are clothes out there for me I think I am just a little unmotivated. But I like looking nice and it's hard on a limited wardrobe! I am sure my day will brighten up once I shower and have coffee or something lol. I try not to be a downer, but sometimes you just feel down. I am also making dinner for a couple tonight that just had a baby and currently have a toddler! I signed up for meals for mommy and I volunteered today! They asked for no meat and no major spice. I have lots o pasta in the house so salad pasta and bread and maybe banana pudding? I have stuff to use up so we will see! :)